Why can't i even dream? Desperate and so lonely, I've looked for you. And left behind all that I had ever longed for.Ciel stood in front of his bed room window, in only his night shirt. Night had befallen again, and the full moon shone brightly in the sky. Ciel coughed slightly; blood appearing on his hands. Frustrated, the boy threw open the window, letting the cold winter air into his bedroom. &